It happened yesterday. I was traveling by a bus, It was a long distance bus, not those inter city buses. Anyways, I prefer to sit next to a hot girl because it makes an hour long journey fun and comfortable, even if we dont talk and act awkward. So anyways, as I got on the bus yesterday, I saw this pretty girl sitting by herself so I go and sit with her. Everybody in the bus was quiet. Some were preparing to sleep, some were turning the laptops on etc. Anyways, I decided to listen to indian music on my phone. I noticed that the battery was almost dead. I put on my head phones and start rocking indian music. I noticed that the sound was much lower. I thought it mustve been caused by the low battery. So I increased the volume to full. It was still pretty low but I had no choice because it was an hour long journey and I had to do something.
10 minutes in and I noticed that the girl kept looking at me every few seconds. I kept looking at her back. It came to a point where I had to look and give her a smile or a nod of approval. Every few seconds, she would look at me and give me an "embarassing look" and I would look back and give her a smile of approval. I thought she wanted to start a conversation but I decided to be an alpha male and decided to carry on with my music. After 15-20 minutes, the bus stops and the driver approaches me. He asks me to put the volume down. I look at my phone and realized that the head phones were not even connected to my phone and I was rocking the music on my phone on full volume while wearing those computer head phones that cover your whole ears. I was humiliated. The whole time I thought I was being kool.
I have decided not to leave my room for few days. Forget school, forget job. I need some time for myself.