s55 my dear brother, if you take 100 innocent people to a Psychiatrist there are good chances that at least 90 of them would come home with some medication
Anti-Depressants, Anti-Anxiety, Mood-Stabilizers, Anti-Psychotics are a Trap, you Never come out of them, ever.
You go to a Psychiatrist, you become a customer, a loyal customer until you switch to another psychiatrist.
Benzodiazepines, SSRIs, you never come out of them, stay away from psychiatrists, find yourself a Psychologist if you are so desperate.
They don't tell you what they put you on to, mind-altering drugs which haven't been completely known on how do they work, they'll tell you that this drug work on that transmitter, that drug works on those neurons, what they don't tell you is that when you try to Quit them, even if you don't quit them cold turkey, your condition becomes Worse, stay away from drugs until you feel you have lost your mind completely
I told you before to get a job, and i have asked you to pray 5 times a day, you need to have some kind of time-table, thats all.