Its not that iam in love for first time..It happened before but i guess that was "Charthi Jawani" under the umbrella guidance of movie "Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham"
It was very bad experience that was one sided love.. Hurted like hell. Wasted my years of "Future Building Stage" for her. Got compart in Matriculation and then "Abbey Di Jutti" .. Well things went on then i went to university.. Saw my love there and believe my it was love at first sight.. She has "Sanwali" rangaat .. And in m first semester in one of the laboratory experiments i noticed here for the first time,
She seemed to me very sober and very well managed girl.. And next things i was doing was searching for her cellphone No. Things went on.. Unlike others who says "Ap Meri Behan Ban Jaein" then "Baji Hum Dosti Karlein" .. And then "I love You Baji.. Lolx" I proposed her straight away and said i love her and thats it.. No fancy dialogues.. I didnt care to disturb the natural piece and harmony of our solar system at that time when i proposed..
She's from mediocre background.. Very ordinary and very normal girl.. Nothing special about her.. But nothing special makes her so special for me.. We had some really hard time together.. (Being punjabi to excell in studies in Balochistan and having a GF, thats thinking in Balochistan) faced many harsh times.
Its now more than 4.5 years .. I never met or did something physical like hugs and kisses and still i feel love and affection for her like it was from day one.. Planning to marry her.. But again that ******** of "Family, Status, Cast etc etc etc"
I will not loose my love.. I'll marry her inshALLAH ..