Silver knife bhai
My Allah Pak grant your walida majida a glorious place in heaven. Keep reciting Quran e pak for her isal e sawaab. Your continued ibadat is the greatest gift you can give her. Plus make the best out of this glorious month of Ramadan.
I know exactly how you feel my dear brother. My mother passed away recently on the 26th of april 2013. I missed out on sharing this news with pakwheels at that time. Allah took back his amanat. We are sent to the world for a specific purpose and that is Allahs ibadat. Then we return back when our time comes. It is a test. No words can describe the greatness of a mother. No word has actually been made to describe the greatness and divinity of a mother.
May Allah pak give you sabre jameel.
regards