You are right @doc bro, life is short enjoy it to the fullest, your dads gone, mines gone, who knows how long we live, why believe in 1 Lord ? We are the Lords ourselves.
You wont get Hidayat UNTIL you ask for it, you ll have to ask the 1 Authority for Hidayat, nothing in between, and when you pray for Sight that Authority Blesses you with Sight, otherwise if we ourselves stay Lords, our own makers, no Authority ever will Bless you, let alone the Authority, no Man will be happy with you, take care !