Need opinions on a matter

[darthvader519]

I guess this is the only forum where your question actually gets answered. I have been doing some serious thinking and have finally made up my mind. I have thought everything through so please don't say otherwise. Just tell me when i need to know. And according to the lounge rules No religious comment. So let's respect that and play along. okay.. now. I don't even know from where to start. Let's say I screwed up really bad. Like really really bad. There were a couple of reasons and trust me there is no girl involved lol. Thinking it all through I have decided to move on to the next stage of life. Which is death. I googled about it. Apparently I don't have a ford parked in my garage which could help. Sticking a fork in the socket and jumping in front of a train is really not my taste. I want it to be clean and quick. Keeping the face intact so my "well wishers" can have a good last look. I heard if u OD on sleeping pills it can do the magic. Anyone knows the name of any pill that might do the job? Or what about rat poison? That is easily accessible too. But the thing is I don't want it to be a failed attempt. That would be horrible. Atleast the last thing I don't want to fail in.
I feel like a 10 year old writing in a diary lol. I will be around for a couple of days to check the replies. Or a hot bath and a cold razor would have to do.

[azfarnb]

Man I hope you're not serious! I'd keep the halal Haram religious and what will your family go through sides apart. You already would know. Get help! Try talking to the people close to you and open up to them. The world is not that much of a tormented place as we sometimes make it to be. Try to see the other and brighter side of the picture. I wish I had known a suicide prevention hotline in Pakistan but I don't. Google didn't help either. Regardless, try to find your peace in life and people around you and your life may just turn around for the good.

[zxmco125]

Asalam Alikum, Brother hope you are going good and feeling well. Harming yourself is not a solution to any problem. Have you ever seen people around you who love you care about you.. Your parents, siblings, cousins, relatives, friends your neighbors.

Also if you are into financial crisis or job crisis than nothing is end of world. There must be another door of fortune for you as well. It will be open soon or later. But surviving in though circumstances of life is the true life. All CEO, Managers and business owner they also struggle very hard to reach at the stage which we came to know when they are famous. But please don't disappoint. I know you have ability to survive and you can survive. Consult with some psychiatric before attempting any thing if you don't found anyone to share something.

[pistonhead]

Sorry,but suicide is for cowards. Life has endless possibilities, no matter how bleak the situation, you just have to fight. In the end, things work out.
How old are you anyways?

[Enigma90]

Valium or Xanax.

[umairalizafar]

I know of a guy who has survived taking a dozen sleeping pills. He often does that for fun. Another guy who has survived razor and hot bath thing. Rat poison, I guess will most likely only upset your stomach or put you in the hospital for some days (or weeks perhaps). They don't seem like the kind of ideas that would do something for you. We need something powerful that does the job and doesn't fail.

In the meanwhile, I was thinking, what is it that makes you want to do this? Open it up man, let's talk about that. Until you find a suitable way to do it. Now, if we are being such good friends as to be weighing options of the next step in your life, we should be close enough to discuss it, no?

I would be heartbroken if you don't tell us what it is that is bothering you, before moving forward. Don't keep us hanging man. Waiting for your reply.

[capsat]

put on basic clothes & comfortable shoes.

just keep with you your cnic copy & name, number of your sibling or kin
(above is required in case of you meeting your target and people who find you can report it so you are taken care of respectably)

leave the place of your comfort & start walking, at 4.30 am any day in any direction

starting recollecting every event which has made you so dispassionate and distressed to quit., start talking to yourself, start recollection of every event which has pushed you to such an extent, and the circumstances under which it has started, SELF TALK will help you realize where you are / were wrong to reach such stage of LET GO.

am sure if you do it honestly, in under 25 km distance you will have the REASON to LIVE.

remember, we reap what we sow, there is always a solution if an individual is HONEST to SELF look into mirror and talk to SELF.,

an ADULT, Blaming others' is not an excuse to quit, it is not even childish it is ignoramus.

Bless You

[darthvader519]

Newish 22

[s55]

Once a person starts to think to die, a new ray of the will to live the life emerges. I have had the phase in life wishing to die, not that I wanted to commit suicide but to wish to die and that would end my misery but then I felt that nothing is more important than living and dying would just waste my life no matter how I am living it. I did well later alhamdulillah. No one can know what you are going through, people have hard lives to live.

You see prisoners who are granted death sentence but request courts to convert their death sentence to life in prison? life in prison means 25 years in a confined cell eating shitty food and living with other filthy prisoners. But they still prefer spending 25 years in jail than ending their life. Because they feel its better to live no matter how you are living than to just die.

I hope you feel better.

[zxmco125]

Your life just started now. Don't quit it... Make it memorable rather than closing the chapter.

Your parents got you after how many prayers you don't even know and you can't even realize unless you become parent one day.

So look on bright sides... Stop watching disappointed videos. Watch motivation clips... Life motivation.

[abuzarabdurrehman1]

Man what the hell are you doing. I don't think your serious your just jokeing but if you are serious then your the most biggest losser and the biggest coward of all.i mean this is nonsense your asking pakwheelers to tell you the best way to kill your self.this is a BIG BIG JOKE.your going to commit suicide right.what about your family what about your mother. Life is not a game. But still I think this is some abnormal guy playing games on pw forums.

[darthvader519]

I regretted the moment I posted this thread. But apparently I can't delete it now. Idk why pw doesn't allows it. And bleh....im not even gonna argue man. Abnormal or looser. I will be whatever u want me to be. Cool? Report the thread and make it go away.

[s55]

Even if the guy is joking about it (who knows, right?) but if there is 1% chance that he might be serious then please act responsible. Stop calling someone loser just because he wants to suicide.

[fkhan234]

We all screw up. Here is how you can end your life. From the post, its obvious that you are educated. Look around you and find a really really poor child, a little girl preferably. Start educating her and take up her responsibilities like a father would. Consider your life has ended and now you are just there to make her life as comfortable as you could. End you life for yourself and make someone else's life. May be You dont deserve happiness but others do.
I wish you peace.

[pwuser151067492819]

What u can do is buy any pak suzuki car and drive @ 100 km/h. It's proven, easy and painless.

And yes, do check tyre pressure before going. Its just a good thing to do...

Hope that there is no malfunction in Suzuki before u meet the ultimate thing coz who wanna spend their last days in workshops, huh?

Cheer up....

Khudkushi na karain hum sey rabta karain.

[darthvader519]

Been there. Done that. I have driven my swift @120 on sherpao bridge. Idk why suzuki is so underrated. They r really not bad.

[pwuser151067492819]

Now we are talking

[pwuser151067492819]

So whats been ur highest speed on Swift? Touched 180 ever?

You should race may be....get the negative energy out.

[darthvader519]

Not a bad idea though. I have heard things happen on lalik chowk on Saturday nights.
Got very near to 160 once.

[pwuser151067492819]

Lalik chowk.....ur not in lums by any chance?