In depression again :(

[s55]

Mera sir phutt raha hai soch soch ke magar mujhe kuch samajh nahin araha ke kia karoon aur kese karoon.. Dimagh mera ghoom raha hai aur ghussa araha hai.. Anxiety si hai

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[SDF38]

stay away from chix

[s55]

Headache its killing me

[capsat]

Mera sir phutt raha hai soch soch ke magar mujhe kuch samajh nahin araha ke kia karoon aur kese karoon.. Dimagh mera ghoom raha hai aur ghussa araha hai.. Anxiety si hai

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it is never to late to seek solace with the Creator. stop whining take a shower feel fresh unroll the prayer rug in a quiet corner stand up call upon the Supreme one stay focused when finished start whining to Almighty. Stay focused you will get peace and a distant light to follow.

GOD Help those who help themselves.

When my father died about 9 years back there was a point of break down for me too.
But I adore my CNG fuel corolla like anything. I regret ignoring her for so long.

nutshell - Unroll your prayer rug reach out to the creator he loves you more then your parents

stay away from drugs if some one suggest you anti-depressant such stuff is not cure but used for temporary relief.

CLICK

[AsadGhumman]

So what kind of R&D are you doing these days? I feel the same that money is not everything. But we have to see what we can do and what is practical and what does not go with our circumstances.

I believe if you learned your lesson, realized and made a decision then those 5 years were not wasted, worth it.

Buddy I am in a process of switching so can't say much at the moment. But one thing that I will say is that if you don't have any other option in hand, then you have to find interest in the same job until you find an alternative. Job itself is a great blessing on you from Allah. NEVER think of sitting idle. Believe me, your life will become hell. I can't even spend weekend at home leave apart spending months at home doing nothing, just laying & staring the ceiling. e sochte rehna k kis kis ne mere saath zulm kia tha past mei.... It will intensify your depression to 100s of times.

Why people don't follow their comments? why they runaway saying something and never look back?

I have read your other posts as well & in my humble opinion, main cause behind your depression is not your job but because you are too curious & too possessive. I was in a hurry in the morning & could not answer & I know you have raised your blood pressure for that (just kidding)

[AsadGhumman]

I have heard that along side with other gains yoga increases butt size as most of activities is done sitting on all four. So it will only increase his depression.

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What's the relation between butt size & depression???

[s55]

it is never to late to seek solace with the Creator. stop whining take a shower feel fresh unroll the prayer rug in a quiet corner stand up call upon the Supreme one stay focused when finished start whining to Almighty. Stay focused you will get peace and a distant light to follow.

GOD Help those who help themselves.

When my father died about 9 years back there was a point of break down for me too. With so much to handle and Humongous peer pressure the only place I (still) feel Good (is) was my prayer rug and it become a flying carpet to me. I accomplished with smile what was very un-pleasant (even now thinking of it is very unpleasant) for me had my father been alive. I sorted out almost everything what was rightfully mine but others wanted as SHARE. Used my mother as source code, (she now regret it too) The Thugs, moral & religious criminals from family used all pressures to achieve objectives. I was left with what was ONLY in my name legally as business & an OLD 1990(92) EE 90 which was a brand new 1st automatic for me 20% funded by my late father.

The Thugs & Criminals did it with success but envious of my peace, 7 years later I see them rot, Allah is very kind my flying carpet has kept me elevated from all desirous to see me on road side begging. They sold off the fixed assets & Merc, GS 300 and using old used JDM hatchbacks.. while .. Allah is very kind to me have few of 2011 Brand New Germans running on HI-Octane at my disposal.

But I adore my CNG fuel corolla like anything. I regret ignoring her for so long.

nutshell - Unroll your prayer rug reach out to the creator he loves you more then your parents

stay away from drugs if some one suggest you anti-depressant such stuff is not cure but used for temporary relief.

CLICK

I have tried a lot of times to be habitual of namaz but for unknown reasons I can never keep up, not even in ramzan. I also want to pray 5 times a day but I always feel shame standing in front of him with all the sinful life I have lived.

[pak786]

I'm getting depressed by reading this.

[s55]

Buddy I am in a process of switching so can't say much at the moment. But one thing that I will say is that if you don't have any other option in hand, then you have to find interest in the same job until you find an alternative. Job itself is a great blessing on you from Allah. NEVER think of sitting idle. Believe me, your life will become hell. I can't even spend weekend at home leave apart spending months at home doing nothing, just laying & staring the ceiling. e sochte rehna k kis kis ne mere saath zulm kia tha past mei.... It will intensify your depression to 100s of times.

If I leave this job then I won't sitting idle anyways, I have plans in my mind but they may fail and I may remain jobless for a long period of time. My duty hours are tough, its like 2 nights and 3 evenings shifts per week with night shifts comprising of 12 hours each.

I have read your other posts as well & in my humble opinion, main cause behind your depression is not your job but because you are too curious & too possessive. I was in a hurry in the morning & could not answer & I know you have raised your blood pressure for that (just kidding)

My job is giving me nothing except for a few thousand rupees and loneliness.

[s55]

I'm getting depressed by reading this.

welcome to the club

[pak786]

welcome to the club

Xanax + Valium to the rescue!

[baqai]

First thing, you should not take it as a sign of weakness, my posting here you have already shown you are strong, aware of your condition and willing to fight it out.

The biggest support you will get is from your loved ones, they have to understand your condition and should help you out with it.

Try to make yourself busy, explore something new to do, try to identify the "keys" which sparks the depression and try to avoid them.

Anti depressants can help but the biggest help you can get is love and care from those near to you and will power. Trust me you can over come it, from what I have observed you are a strong person.

Bro I work 14 to 16 hours a day, I don't get weekends off and my only day off is on a week day. We should be thankful to what we have and keep on looking and hoping for the best.

PM me, been in the same boat

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[memad]

I have tried a lot of times to be habitual of namaz but for unknown reasons I can never keep up, not even in ramzan. I also want to pray 5 times a day but I always feel shame standing in front of him with all the sinful life I have lived.

This is the mercy of Allah he forgives you when you return towards him with no matter how big and deep the sin load is and then you see light showing you the way out there you also see the miracles happen.

When I wanted the change there were mountains of hurdles the even the unconcerned have an argument against me. I solicited the help from Almighty and found that even the one fully authorized to stop me was opening doors ahead of me to make me easy to board out.

It is never too late to ask from him and no sin is larger then his mercy. Ask him from the depth of your heart. Insha Allah you will get what you dream for even more that you even thought for.

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[memad]

What's the relation between butt size & depression???

They are directly proportions.
If it increases it increases your depression too and u keep thinking how to reduce almond depression related items

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[dr3vil]

DUDEEE
gusa jitna mujhey ata hai and jitne koi chez achi lagi woh mujh se utni he dur jati ha and KUR kur he karta rehta hun i should leave this all behind thora thoa issue and mera kurna and family se underestimated hun like the nakara purza hun they have no faith in me because mujhe apna rasta chose nahi karne dete meray andar explosion of anger hai i am a mad and a bad man
what i do it to conquer it
Listen to really loud music The who , AC/DC , ledzepplin like i don't give a ****
about the life jo millay theak hai meray andar se koshish aur kuch karne ka jazba khatam ha i see my classmates plaing their future i am sitting in my room rock music full on banging i have alot of things on my mind but Dil thakaha hwa hai about bachi and stuff woh tohmujhe kabhi nahi milne khana khali tha ab khatam hai
i don't want a luxry car a handsome job a beautiful girl a merc
i want is an old Vintage Gibson Sg guitarre a muscle car MkII bhi challe ge and a FREE LIFE if i go wrong then ok I DID IT.
no one to give me orders my anger is out of control plus mujhe be bas feel nahi hona its just like to take a rocket launcer and destroy destroy every thing but i manage it
SIR ur not only Depressed itini bat hai KU$ se dor raho enjoy karo u can plan u have options im stuck here in this life which inside i am what i am not
And i don't realize what i just wrote

[onlyfaith]

@ S55

do you play some good sport regularly.. if you dont then start it immediately and there are good chances that you ll feel refreshed..

By good sport i mean a sports activity that makes you tired quickly..
I dont consider street cricket a good sport activity..
What i mean is sport like foot ball, squash, badminton, basket ball lawn tennis etc..

or you may opt for athletic activities like jogging, swimming, cycling.. but they are a bit boring than the sports.. although much better for the health

[ghayyour1]

I'm getting depressed by reading this.

me too

[lahori1990]

People who suffer from depression eventually die. I know so many people who mysteriously died from depression. Some die in their sleep, some die sitting alone. And once you die, its only a dark journey. Darkness everywhere.

[omar_575]

A true car fanatic can never be depressed. Whenever I am down, I read my car magazine or watch an episode of top gear.
This keeps me busy and I hardly have time to think about myself
Sorry, this statement does sound a bit immature but it works for me
Cars are our happiness. We dont need anything because we have a gift- true love for cars. U can stare at a beautiful classic for a few minutes and then get on with ur work smiling to urself, its like an anti depressant.

[capsat]

I insist go back to Namaz - how bad or good its between you & ALLAH (swt)

our inside out is known to the supreme ONE right from day we are conceived in wombs of our mother till we meet HIM after leaving the material world.

I do not wish to sound like a Molvi earning livelihood from zakat sadqa & donations from unknown sources forwarding agendas of multi color turbans

but I know in Quran Majeed (kalam pak) it is clearly repeated number of times ' I (swt) forgive those who realise the mistakes (sins) and come back to me seeking forgiveness I (swt) forgive them, and they go back to mistakes (sins) drown themselves again only to realise the wrong doings and returns to ME (swt) I (swt) forgive them again as it is my promise to forgive those who come back to me (swt) I (swt) forgive the mistakes (sins) no matter bigger then a mountains however seeking forgiveness with tears is what i like most '

I will see if i can find correct quranic references to this effect later on